rant

i think its so sad how we were the best of friends yesterday,

and now we haven been talking for almost 2 months.

we used to have so much fun together,

laughing and doing stupid stuff together.

you were there for me, i was there for you.

did you fuck it up by falling in love with me,

or did i fuck it up by not falling in love with you.

whatever it is, i think i kinda miss you.

but pride disallow me to tell you that.

so i shall pretend im fine, im okay,

and just live everyday with a fake smile plastered on my face.

boo me.